Fickle fickle...but that's Perfectly Fine.
So.
I haven't really written in this since my unusually characterized message of "change and hope" that I posted after the election. You know, I think that I have truly been adhering to my ideas of change and growing up...moving on.
Meanwhile, school is done in terms of classes...just three finals to determine by fate and then CHRISTMAS! I am really freaked out honestly, but I have been giving this my all and I think i can do this if i just try.
Also, I started seeing someone. And it's been great. Honestly, I haven't questioned/scrutinized/overanalyzed anything...much. For me that's beyond impressive. We'll see where that goes. I think just putting this down on paper and getting it out of my head is really really good for me to get back to studying. Because I just can't help but just think about how lovely he truly is and so refreshing.
I need to finish up Christmas presents for the friends. I can't help but feel "lame" about them. I don't know, like I said, they are just perfect, and I need perfect gifts.
Back to my studies...perhaps I will interrupt them some more and post more stuff in the upcoming weeks.
Night ya'll.
Until then...
I haven't really written in this since my unusually characterized message of "change and hope" that I posted after the election. You know, I think that I have truly been adhering to my ideas of change and growing up...moving on.
Meanwhile, school is done in terms of classes...just three finals to determine by fate and then CHRISTMAS! I am really freaked out honestly, but I have been giving this my all and I think i can do this if i just try.
Also, I started seeing someone. And it's been great. Honestly, I haven't questioned/scrutinized/overanalyzed anything...much. For me that's beyond impressive. We'll see where that goes. I think just putting this down on paper and getting it out of my head is really really good for me to get back to studying. Because I just can't help but just think about how lovely he truly is and so refreshing.
I need to finish up Christmas presents for the friends. I can't help but feel "lame" about them. I don't know, like I said, they are just perfect, and I need perfect gifts.
Back to my studies...perhaps I will interrupt them some more and post more stuff in the upcoming weeks.
Night ya'll.
Until then...