Jan 17, 2006 23:22
Somehow I'm managing to stay sane (relatively) during all this damned waiting. Here's hoping that the ultrasound Friday morning gives *somebody* an answer to *some question*. Not that I'll know anything until sometime the following week, but it's guaranteed I'll be watching the screen and the tech's face throughout the entire procedure.
I'm really not asking for much - I just want to know what's wrong with me and what I can do about it. It's not like I'm asking to end up with more answers provided than new questions posed. I just want *something* concrete that I can hold on to.
I am so emotionally exhausted...
and tired...
and dizzy...
and scared.
pure unadulterated fear,
craptastic,
anaemia,
doctors!