I think I'm doing this wrong
Maybe if I move from one box to another, it won't hurt anymore, because at least I can see that box. Instead of putting him away entirely. I don't know how to explain how calm I've been feeling.
I also wanted to post earlier this week but kept falling asleep - I'm making peace with my body. Nothing is going like I want it to but when I look at myself, it's okay. I can at least be okay with this.