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Days are running on and on since I got back. The breaking up of days is night and besides that, each day, each night this week has seemed the same. Nearly.
I suppose it'll change when I get a job - but that will just be exchanging one kind of monotony for another. And besides, I actually need to do something about getting a job instead of just sitting around hoping that one will fall out of the sky. Tomorrow I'm going into Woking with Rachel to have a look and see what's available ...
Not that my days are entirely uneventful - I mean I've been drawing and stuff, and today I sorted out a load of the stuff that I brought home from uni and actually got rid of some clothes for once instead of just accumulating them.
But can't something great and different happen? Like a trip to the coast, or an adventure somewhere which actually engages my brain?
I'm doing the wishful thinking thing again. :-/
Time to go and make more tea, and have a bagel, and tidy my room some more, and do some more drawings of imaginary people who actually have exciting lives.
I suppose it'll change when I get a job - but that will just be exchanging one kind of monotony for another. And besides, I actually need to do something about getting a job instead of just sitting around hoping that one will fall out of the sky. Tomorrow I'm going into Woking with Rachel to have a look and see what's available ...
Not that my days are entirely uneventful - I mean I've been drawing and stuff, and today I sorted out a load of the stuff that I brought home from uni and actually got rid of some clothes for once instead of just accumulating them.
But can't something great and different happen? Like a trip to the coast, or an adventure somewhere which actually engages my brain?
I'm doing the wishful thinking thing again. :-/
Time to go and make more tea, and have a bagel, and tidy my room some more, and do some more drawings of imaginary people who actually have exciting lives.