HOLY WHAT A WEEK!!!!!!PLEASE READ 2ND BLURB!!!
Well, last week was very eventful. It started with my ex calling me and we went for beer, ended up hanging out all night until the next morning.(some bad drugs involved) We talked a lot. She has actually grown a bit, and she admits to how shitty she was to me, like in every way, she admits that I spent so much money on her and no longer claims that it was me trying to buy her. She understands now, that it was because I loved her and I wanted to be able to do things for her and make her happy because it feels good to be able to do that for someone. Whether you have the money or not. She admits that if I didn't have the money then I would just get another credit card, so I could help support her as well as myself. Hence my debt.and she knows that 1/2 of my debt is from spending it on her. What is very ironic and kind of great is that she is the one who now has $10,000.00 in credit, I'm broke, and her very first visa purchase was spent on ME! No matter how shitty things were before, I don't seem to care. We actually both make jokes and laugh about it. She admits that I've been right about most things(that she used to think I was an idiot for saying before). Lets just say that she's been shit on in the past year in all the same ways she shit on me and she now understands where I was coming from. Some things just come back full circle. Like I said before, I have no expectations and I'm no longer in love with her, so things are different. My heart belongs to Kristina. Who I finally got to see and talk to on Friday night. I was over drinking wine with Erin and I had a gift bag of stuff for Kristina for her graduation. She told me on the phone that for the first time in years, she was going to just relax and do nothing on Sunday. So I went and got her some lush bath bombs, candles, a bottle of wine, a big fat joint(she's a chronic) A card with lots of sweet stuff written in it, a drawing that I drew for her, insense, and a couple treats for her cat. She didn't call me before because she was scared that I would be mad and admitted to being a child in that way. I told her that I'm not like most people and to next time just give me the benefit of the doubt and call me. She was really sick on Friday and her grad. was on Sat. and she is valedictorian, 3.7 G.P.A. and had to speak which would've been interesting to see because the fuckin' losers at emily carr pulled her film 2 days before grad. with no exceptions. She's a bit pissed! She spent 2 years working on it and it's extremely personal and they pulled it!
ON THAT NOTE..... KRISTINA IS SHOWING HER FILM AND A FEW OTHER GRAD. STUDENTS FILMS AT THE VAN. EAST CINEMA ON THURS. MAY 13TH AT 6:30 AND 9:00 FOR ANYONE WHO WANTS TO COME! i HAD 6 TIX AND THEY ARE ALL GONE BUT, I CAN GET MORE. THEY ARE ONLY$5 AND THE EVENT IS ABOUT 2 HOURS. I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT IF MORE PEOPLE WOULD COME AND SUPPORT HER. iF YOU WOULD LIKE TIX YOU SHOULD CONTACT MOI!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T THINK THAT YOU CAN GET TIX AT THE DOOR. I WANT TO HELP HER OUT. BESIDES, SHE STILL LIKES ME/! =)
ON THAT NOTE..... KRISTINA IS SHOWING HER FILM AND A FEW OTHER GRAD. STUDENTS FILMS AT THE VAN. EAST CINEMA ON THURS. MAY 13TH AT 6:30 AND 9:00 FOR ANYONE WHO WANTS TO COME! i HAD 6 TIX AND THEY ARE ALL GONE BUT, I CAN GET MORE. THEY ARE ONLY$5 AND THE EVENT IS ABOUT 2 HOURS. I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT IF MORE PEOPLE WOULD COME AND SUPPORT HER. iF YOU WOULD LIKE TIX YOU SHOULD CONTACT MOI!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T THINK THAT YOU CAN GET TIX AT THE DOOR. I WANT TO HELP HER OUT. BESIDES, SHE STILL LIKES ME/! =)