HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!
I'm a bit weirded out today! I still haven't heard from Kristina. like what the fuck do I have to do to get my fuckin' hoody back...shit! You would think that if someone didn't want to talk to you anymore(for no reason) that they would deal with things as soon as possible, so they don't have to hear from you again, but no such luck! I told her that I will continue to call until I get it back because I can't afford to replace it and I'm not willing to let it go(memories)sentimental value. I've been beyond nice and polite the entire time that I've been calling to get it back, but no response. The last time I told her that I would like to end things maturely and without drama or anything ugly. I would just like her to contact me so I can get it back and return her books and say good bye. Anyway, I'm weirded out today because my ex called me out of the blue today. It weirded me out when the phone rang and I saw her #, I didn't pick it up and she didn't leave a message. So then I was thinkin' that maybe her and Kristina have met and that's why Kristina hasn't called me back seeing as they live in the same building. Then Erin called me again a couple hours later, I wasn't going to answer but, if she had something to do with what's going on between Kristina & I, then I want to know, so I answered it. She asked me how I was doing, I told her, I asked her how she was, then I asked why she was calling me(it's been almost a year) she said she didn't know, she just called. We talked for a while, the whole time I was shaking and sweating. She doesn't know Kristina, which makes me happy, but still feeling weird. I'm meeting her for a beer later(Alois don't kill me)I figure that it can't hurt, I'm not in love with her anymore, have no interest in anyhting like that and no expectations. I don't know! I'm fucked! My life is such shit that I don't even care anymore!