Comments | bondagepixie: HOLY WHAT A WEEK!!!!!!PLEASE READ 2ND BLURB!!!

bondagepixie

HOLY WHAT A WEEK!!!!!!PLEASE READ 2ND BLURB!!!

May 10, 2004 18:31

Well, last week was very eventful. It started with my ex calling me and we went for beer, ended up hanging out all night until the next morning.(some bad drugs involved) We talked a lot. She has actually grown a bit, and she admits to how shitty she was to me, like in every way, she admits that I spent so much money on her and no longer claims that ( Read more... )

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bondagepixie May 11 2004, 17:52:22 UTC

yah I know! But she has changed a bit and like I said, the fact that I'm not in love with her anymore makes a huge difference! I don't want or expect anything from her. Before I expected a lot because of the way things were but, they're different now. All I can say is I'll give a friendship with her a chance and see what happens! We've never had an actual friendship before, it was always more. It's hard to hurt someone who doesn't care!=) And believe me, I don't really care about anything anymore, I'm just waiting to die!I'm going to work, pay my bills, live until it's my time to go.

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bondagepixie May 12 2004, 20:30:19 UTC

I never said the same thing before. I hoped before that she would change and acknowkledged that she hadn't and at that time wouldn't. Before anything this time, I've seen and heard change. O ther than though, the things that needed to change, had to do with her and I being together and that's no longer an issue.