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I am so fucking pissed and depressed right now. I do so much shit for her to make her happy and feel lived, and then she calls me an hour before I have to go to fuckin work and tells a friend that she's depressed. The friend asks her to promise that she won't do anything stupid tonight, and they reply "I can't promise anything" and "whatever happens, happens" to the friend. I heard this and jammed on the brakes at 50mph and almost caused an accident. At that point, I didn't really give a fuck. If I didn't have anyone in the car with me, I might have slammed on the brakes and spun a 180 and went into oncoming traffic. I don't get why I am treated this way. I do so much for this person to make them happy and loved, and this is how I get re-paid???? FUCK THAT! I can't take this shit anymore and I just want to kill myself but I have to go to work soon. FUCK! I don't get off until 8AM. Well, this is going to be one fucking long ass night!