May 16, 2005 23:01
I can't take this anymore. I don't know what I can do with all this stress. Tonight, I have put myself at an alltime low. I tried taking money from my mom to help out with other things. Ya know, trying to help someone out. I end up realizing that it's wrong, so I give it back, and then I get yelled at for something completely different than that. I ended up making a dent in a wall and I almost slit my wrist. I didn't care what I did, who I would affect by it, and what I might do if it doesn't work. I really need help, and I don't know what to do. I had one of the best weekends ever, and now I come home and do this. I just give up on it all. I hope I make it through the night.