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I don't know how to explain it anymore. I feel depressed anymore, and I can't control it. I feel like I have fucked up everything. I feel like I have ruined a relationship, and that it's just slipping away as I am still around. I know that I am just starting a new job and that I will be bringing in money once again, but I can't take my life anymore with all the hardships. I know that I am just writing in this for the first time in a long ass time, but I can't keep my feelings inside. I don't give a fuck who reads this, and I don't give a fuck who responds to this, other than if it's negative, you can go kiss my white ass!