Happy Anniversary, Dianne
I am still talking to you as if i expected an answer.
I really don't but i try to be open,
though i am super-insensitive to messages from "beyond."
I'm guessing you have been trying to stay in touch
but haven't been able to get though the materialistic and egoistic static.
But i'm pretty sure you know what i am thinking.
Later, after i have slept,
i plan to spent a long time thinking about you
and talking to you.
I have sincere apologies for faults i never fully admitted.
words of love that i never fully expressed
(appropriate exaggerations as Antonio Machado might call them.)
And i could use a little guidance about what to do next.
So good night, my darling,
i'll "see" you in the morning.