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ok so i did it.. i finally told jake i liked him... granted not many people know about him.. i was sorta keepin it on the DL.. you know.. but i finally told him... i don't know him a whole lot, so it was weird i think.. but he is soo cool.. and from what i do know about him.. he's awesome. I am glad i told him.. because now he knows... he told me it wouldn't be weird... and for the first time in any situation like this... i believe it. He promised me that it would be cool and that we would be just like normal!... and i honestly do believe him. He took it really well.. he said he was flattered... which was exciting. And you know, its things like that, that make me like him. It deft. shows like he really cares or something, you know? but yeah, he's a lot of fun too. so that's awesome.
Okay new subject.. today was the crew picnic... now, it wasn't as fun as 2 years ago.. but it was decent. We played a pretty hardcore game of volleyball. It was fun.. lol :) then we ate and did all sorts of stuff... then we came to my house to go "swimming"... lol it was cold. and not much of it was actually swimming. but fun none the less.
Some crazy shit with caryn.... don't even know.
Summer is going fine... flags and band are okedoke. stuff you know. just good.
I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL JULY 2ND!!!! I'M PUMPED!! I miss court so much and i can't wait for her to be here.
Actually i can't wait until i see jake again... for the first time, i'm okay with only being friends w/ him. I don't know if it's because i REALLY like him, and if being friends is the only thing that is possible, then that's okay.. or if it's because i don't like him as much... but i'm sure it's that i like him, and that friends are better than anything. we kinda have the same weird sense of humor.... weird you know. I won't lie, he's cool. Completely different than my usual type. You know?
Okay well i'm going to go. make this shorter than some posts i've made!!
Tango..!!
*Em*
Okay new subject.. today was the crew picnic... now, it wasn't as fun as 2 years ago.. but it was decent. We played a pretty hardcore game of volleyball. It was fun.. lol :) then we ate and did all sorts of stuff... then we came to my house to go "swimming"... lol it was cold. and not much of it was actually swimming. but fun none the less.
Some crazy shit with caryn.... don't even know.
Summer is going fine... flags and band are okedoke. stuff you know. just good.
I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL JULY 2ND!!!! I'M PUMPED!! I miss court so much and i can't wait for her to be here.
Actually i can't wait until i see jake again... for the first time, i'm okay with only being friends w/ him. I don't know if it's because i REALLY like him, and if being friends is the only thing that is possible, then that's okay.. or if it's because i don't like him as much... but i'm sure it's that i like him, and that friends are better than anything. we kinda have the same weird sense of humor.... weird you know. I won't lie, he's cool. Completely different than my usual type. You know?
Okay well i'm going to go. make this shorter than some posts i've made!!
Tango..!!
*Em*