fucking update
I'M PISSED... not only because the guy i like.. i'm pretty sure is fucking ignoring me... GOD i hate when i tell people i like them... I DONT KNOW WHY I DO... because this happens.. EVERY FUCKING TIME..... ahhhhhhhh.. stupid jake..but i'm also---well about 30 seconds ago.. i was going to tell you another reason i was pissed... but courtney just IMed me.. JUST to say good night... and to tell me she loved me... gosh i love her..... .... but i'm pissed about this jake thing.. in general.. i'm just soo over it.. like i obviously still like him.. .but w/e... i'm just gonna TRY to forget about it... why do things have to be sooo complicated....... gosh you tell a boy you KINDA like them..... and a simple "hi" isn't even in question.. i mean WHAT THE FUCK.. what is wrong with this picture... GOD DAMMMITTT...
on other news... bought a new cell phone.. dad fixed my brakes.... i have a headache.. derek and i are going to movie tomorrow with jeff... should be fun...
i like jake.. stupid jerk...
miss my old friends... tho... one of them is a skanky ass bitch.. so don't miss her too much..
glad tarryn joined band...
Caroline and Heather and I will hang out SOMETIME this summer.. i promise.. i love those 2! lol..uhmm... man i love travis too.. i have forgotten how much i miss him:) okedoke well i'm gonna go!!...
tango beeyatch
*MiLlY*
on other news... bought a new cell phone.. dad fixed my brakes.... i have a headache.. derek and i are going to movie tomorrow with jeff... should be fun...
i like jake.. stupid jerk...
miss my old friends... tho... one of them is a skanky ass bitch.. so don't miss her too much..
glad tarryn joined band...
Caroline and Heather and I will hang out SOMETIME this summer.. i promise.. i love those 2! lol..uhmm... man i love travis too.. i have forgotten how much i miss him:) okedoke well i'm gonna go!!...
tango beeyatch
*MiLlY*