'cuz I'm pregnant.
I have been spending the last few days worrying about nothing, or I would hope worrying about nothing.
I have been having tummy cramps, they feel similar to the kicks, but are diffrent. It's not the same. While I'm probably just being overly cautious and paranoid, I worry.
I actually let my hair down some today and looked at bedroom decorations for the nursery. We have decided on this photo to work the room around.
I thought this was really sweet and I fell in love with it when I first saw it a couple of years ago. They have a few diffrent ones, elephant, penguin, lion, etc. I guess I don't like the babyfied stuff. You know when things are made to look overly babyish? Not my cup of tea.
So in looking for safari bedding, I couldn't find one I liked, so I figured we could make it ourselves. :)
I guess I'm all paranoid because this time, I have been SO guarded . . .and well. . .I finally caved and let in the idea that I was pregnant, that I could be a mom in 6 short months.
I have an appointment with my Midwife tomorrow morning, I want to ask her several things. . .swine flu vacinations, hair dye, birthing positions and things I can do to get ready for that, and other things.
I'm going to tell her my fears and the things I'm excited about and she will probably give me a scrip for the ultrasound on the 20th week. (which is the first week of September.) I wish I could say I'm fine with that, but with all the problems I have had, I still wish I was being monitored more closely. It would put me at ease, but what can I do. Nothing.
I guess that's it. I've lost about 15 lbs so far, so lets see how tomorrow goes.
I have been having tummy cramps, they feel similar to the kicks, but are diffrent. It's not the same. While I'm probably just being overly cautious and paranoid, I worry.
I actually let my hair down some today and looked at bedroom decorations for the nursery. We have decided on this photo to work the room around.
I thought this was really sweet and I fell in love with it when I first saw it a couple of years ago. They have a few diffrent ones, elephant, penguin, lion, etc. I guess I don't like the babyfied stuff. You know when things are made to look overly babyish? Not my cup of tea.
So in looking for safari bedding, I couldn't find one I liked, so I figured we could make it ourselves. :)
I guess I'm all paranoid because this time, I have been SO guarded . . .and well. . .I finally caved and let in the idea that I was pregnant, that I could be a mom in 6 short months.
I have an appointment with my Midwife tomorrow morning, I want to ask her several things. . .swine flu vacinations, hair dye, birthing positions and things I can do to get ready for that, and other things.
I'm going to tell her my fears and the things I'm excited about and she will probably give me a scrip for the ultrasound on the 20th week. (which is the first week of September.) I wish I could say I'm fine with that, but with all the problems I have had, I still wish I was being monitored more closely. It would put me at ease, but what can I do. Nothing.
I guess that's it. I've lost about 15 lbs so far, so lets see how tomorrow goes.