Thoughts for food....
Okay, so I was over at Liz's today. Mom's done being mad and what not. Anyway, I go over to Liz's I ended up getting into her pants. Literally. She gave me an old pair of her jeans. And they fit perfectly so I have a new pair of pants to wear. I was actually dressed pretty normally today. I had on a pair of jeans with a belt and then i had on my stretchy lavander Limited Too shirt... anyway.... We went to the mall which was kind of a sporatic idaea. I was in the car for longer then five minutes as she drived. So that was fun. She's a good driver. So go to mall, have fun, she made me eat, as usual. Petted the puppies, saw one of my friends, walked around stores. The usual... Went back to her house and watched a little bit of TV. Talked for a while. I told her about my worries of Stephanie and all that, which I've mentioned in my Xanga before. So we talked about that for a little bit. I mentioned my mom's not wanting me to drive to her house and how she's anal about my friends and whatnot.. I thikn I worte an entry about my mom's comments in my Xanga.. though I probably put it on private cause I was so POed that night, the was the night my mom slapped me now that I think about it. .. oh well.. in the past... So We didn't really talk about that too much I probably shouldn't have brought it up because my mom can't do much about it anyway and she knows I go out there and she hasn't stopped me from doing it. She just doesn't like me doing it and says that I'm not allowed to. Oi-vey. Oh, I finally confronted Liz about her silence thing.. Well not confront, kind of stumbled onto the subject. But I told her my feelings about that and some of the times were understandable, but others weren't. I don't know if our talking about that has changed anything, but I guess we'll see. It was really nice about talking to her about the whole Stephanie situation. That has been getting me for so long now and now I feel like I have nothing to worry about except my own mistakes and openning up. I need to learn to voice my problems instead of writing in this damned journal.. Maybe I should just delete this thing so I don't write about it and just talk about it instead.... I should smack myself for everytime I write a problem in here so that way I make sure to tell someone...