Well adjusted people shouldn't make music
Don't want to lie to you
Don't want to cause you pain
But it's all I ever do
And it's driving me insane
So how much deeper will I sink
So how much further will I dare to go
I've gone so far that I can't think
Can't take it all away
But I want you to know
I never meant to hurt you
What did I turn into
And now... I just have this feeling
Sorry's lost its meaning
And I feel alone...
It's not the same tonight
And will never be again
I was wrong and you were right
Now I have this mess I'm in
I can't continue on my own
The guilt I carry now is much to bare
For Heaven's sake answer your phone
Can't take the past away
But honestly I swear...
I never meant to hurt you
What did I turn into
And now... I just have this feeling
Sorry's lost its meaning
And I feel alone
-James Labrie-
Well its been an ok week. Just been getting stuff back together. Been reading. Been working harder on guitar. And even foosball. But mostly guitar. I think thats what I am good at. And by that I mean I am good at staying inside and just being alone in my room doodling on the guitar. Its something I am confident in doing. It was my brothers birthday monday. He is 26 now. We talked about some plans for the future. Might be roomies. All depends on how things work out for him. And how things work out for me also... Had some conversation with my sis today that are always leave thoughts in the mind. Kinda cool because its stuff that only her and I know really. And our Dad. Which reminds me I should email him. I always forget to.
I am worried about a friend of mine. Hope things turn out ok for her. Haven't really talked to her in about a week. So it just makes me think about how she is doing. She seems to usually always have something on her plate. Use to be lil trivial things. But this time its alot bigger. A life changer. Well something that can affect it strongly. I like to look after her somewhat with the few ways I can. I guess I will just wait til the next time we talk.
I think i told some people about this but I am back on a normalish schedule. It sucks. Atleast I think it does. Because being out during daylight means that I might not be as pale white skin as I use to. LOL......Well I should go get some sleep. Told my sis I would eat lunch with her because Daniel won't be home to eat with her. She doesn' handle being alone well at all. Hope you all are good. Rayleen, Jake, Jennie, John, Scott, Dawn, and all the other people that secretly look at my journal. LOL. \\nn// Rock on.
-David-
Don't want to cause you pain
But it's all I ever do
And it's driving me insane
So how much deeper will I sink
So how much further will I dare to go
I've gone so far that I can't think
Can't take it all away
But I want you to know
I never meant to hurt you
What did I turn into
And now... I just have this feeling
Sorry's lost its meaning
And I feel alone...
It's not the same tonight
And will never be again
I was wrong and you were right
Now I have this mess I'm in
I can't continue on my own
The guilt I carry now is much to bare
For Heaven's sake answer your phone
Can't take the past away
But honestly I swear...
I never meant to hurt you
What did I turn into
And now... I just have this feeling
Sorry's lost its meaning
And I feel alone
-James Labrie-
Well its been an ok week. Just been getting stuff back together. Been reading. Been working harder on guitar. And even foosball. But mostly guitar. I think thats what I am good at. And by that I mean I am good at staying inside and just being alone in my room doodling on the guitar. Its something I am confident in doing. It was my brothers birthday monday. He is 26 now. We talked about some plans for the future. Might be roomies. All depends on how things work out for him. And how things work out for me also... Had some conversation with my sis today that are always leave thoughts in the mind. Kinda cool because its stuff that only her and I know really. And our Dad. Which reminds me I should email him. I always forget to.
I am worried about a friend of mine. Hope things turn out ok for her. Haven't really talked to her in about a week. So it just makes me think about how she is doing. She seems to usually always have something on her plate. Use to be lil trivial things. But this time its alot bigger. A life changer. Well something that can affect it strongly. I like to look after her somewhat with the few ways I can. I guess I will just wait til the next time we talk.
I think i told some people about this but I am back on a normalish schedule. It sucks. Atleast I think it does. Because being out during daylight means that I might not be as pale white skin as I use to. LOL......Well I should go get some sleep. Told my sis I would eat lunch with her because Daniel won't be home to eat with her. She doesn' handle being alone well at all. Hope you all are good. Rayleen, Jake, Jennie, John, Scott, Dawn, and all the other people that secretly look at my journal. LOL. \\nn// Rock on.
-David-