depressed beyond words
Well the medicine didnt work, go figure. My period came yesterday which means no baby this month. I cried about all day yesterday cause I just dont understand why it is so easy for everyone else. Im gonna give up for a lil bit and not think about it much and maybe it will just happen.It hurts but I will get through it. Eliott just sat that and held me and told me everything would be alright and that really helped. He went to church last night and prayed for me. I didnt go cause I didnt feel like being around ppl.I would be a lot better if i didnt have to be around much of anyone. Eliott.mom,dad,adam,britt and haylee is about it. Haylee was 4 months old saturday and shes growing like a weed. I love her to death. I just hope when she gets older that she is close to us, that would be awsome. And if I ever have a baby I hope they are best friends.
Looks like it is never gonna quit raining but I hope that it does cause I dont want it to flood.
well im out