Glad Christmas is over with
Im so glad that Christmas is over with. Everything went well until Christmas day when we went over to his uncle tom and aunt teresa's. Way to many people for one and then his mom had to start in. I told Eliott before we went that she would bring up the whole baby thing in front of everyone and thats exactly what she did. She told me that I needed to go to Weight watchers and my weight was the reason that I cant get pregnant but thats not the reason. my insulin was to high but Im hoping its back to normal. she does and says things that hurt me all the time and she wonders why I dont like her at all. I dont even want to be around her. I emailed his aunt teresa and explained why she did that. She understood. I dont think shes very fond of her either.Mary is just concerned that I have a baby for her she dont care that its mine and Eliott's child. I know now that our baby wont be close to her cause I dont want them acting like her. She doesnt think that Im good enough for Eliott and she is doing everything in her power to get rid of me. But like Eliott said he loves me and he picked me to be his wife and thats all that matters. I dont like her one bit and unless I change my mind Im not stepping foot in that house again. Plus if I couldnt get prego. from my weight then how come people who are way bigger than me can have a baby and I cant. I seen today that another girl I went to school with is pregnant and they arent married. I just dont understand it but I guess Im not suppose to . The world is going to be filled with childrent whos parents arent married. Im doing it the right way and it seems like that dont matter.