yule tide tsunami

[bluephoebster]

**Welp. It's Christmas. For some reason I don't feel the excitement I used to. It's not like I'm growing too old for this, I just feel terribly alone. Clyde took his meds really well last night and ate 2 bowls of food so that made me super happy, but now this morning he's just laying in his doggy bed not really responding to me. Normally at night I tell him "Clyde, time for bed" and he hops right onto my bed and curls up with me. Last night I tried everything - petting the bed, and talking continuously and he still wouldn't even give me as much as a tail wag. Same thing goes for this morning, he's just laying with his eyes open and not really doing anything. I feel so awful, I just wish i knew where this all came from. I'm hoping I can get him to perk up once we get to my parent's house. Ugh. Must not cry today, my Christmas is ruined but that doesn't give me permission to kill it for others.

Except for my Great Aunt Ro. She's always fun to fuck with.

<^>Stephanie<^>