Back at it
Soo I have been off and on this whole year.. In March I went on Spring Break in Panama City Beach and left with tramatic 2nd degree chemical burns all over my body from the hot tub! It took me a good month and a half to start walking normal again and to get back into the gym. After I was back to normal I realized I gave up on my body... :( I slowly started not caring and became depressed and lonely at college. Depression lead me to the kitchen and I ate...and ate... I left Panama City Beach at 135 and today I am at 160. This is the highest weight I have ever been in my whole life. I am on Winter break until January 12 and have been eating healthy and back at the gym everyday.
Now it's time to start restricting since my MIND is in the mode. I have learned after years of weight issues that if youre not 100% in it, you aren't in it at all! Purging is a temporary fix and eating nothing at all is the way to go... So today I had 1200 calories.. YIKES :( Spent 1.5 hours at the gym.
Tomorrow I'm going to cut back and cut back even more! 2 hours at the gym and 900 calories.
My sisters wedding is soon and I have to be down to a dramaticly lower weight by JUNE! 6 months, ready, start, go!
Now it's time to start restricting since my MIND is in the mode. I have learned after years of weight issues that if youre not 100% in it, you aren't in it at all! Purging is a temporary fix and eating nothing at all is the way to go... So today I had 1200 calories.. YIKES :( Spent 1.5 hours at the gym.
Tomorrow I'm going to cut back and cut back even more! 2 hours at the gym and 900 calories.
My sisters wedding is soon and I have to be down to a dramaticly lower weight by JUNE! 6 months, ready, start, go!