(no subject)
Its 11:30pm & im sooo tired. planning on skipping school tomorrow to get some much needed sleep, then going to run 5-6 miles along with keeping up with my fast.
I went to the gym earlier & burnt 400 calories. It was raining so i couldn't run outside which is always awful for me. I feel like my confidence gets put down 10 levels when i go to the gym idk why i feel so self conscience like when i'm running people can see every flaw on my body & it should make me run faster but it makes me have a panic attack & so i have to stop running. I've been having a lot of random panic attacks recently i don't know what it is but it kinda scares me.
Tomorrow i plan on eating absolutely nothing & drinking coffee 2 times though.
Tonight i felt hungry so i opened the fridge & i felt the food? lol i didn't eat it ha ha i seriously started cracking up laughing cause i was feeling the food pretending i was eating it. I FEEL CRAZY that i did that hahaha. but knowing i can't have it, i got a little giggle out of that.
Anywayyy off to bed super tireddd from today. Goodnight LJ<3
I went to the gym earlier & burnt 400 calories. It was raining so i couldn't run outside which is always awful for me. I feel like my confidence gets put down 10 levels when i go to the gym idk why i feel so self conscience like when i'm running people can see every flaw on my body & it should make me run faster but it makes me have a panic attack & so i have to stop running. I've been having a lot of random panic attacks recently i don't know what it is but it kinda scares me.
Tomorrow i plan on eating absolutely nothing & drinking coffee 2 times though.
Tonight i felt hungry so i opened the fridge & i felt the food? lol i didn't eat it ha ha i seriously started cracking up laughing cause i was feeling the food pretending i was eating it. I FEEL CRAZY that i did that hahaha. but knowing i can't have it, i got a little giggle out of that.
Anywayyy off to bed super tireddd from today. Goodnight LJ<3