*holds a lighter up for ani*
i am not an angry girl
but it seems like i've got everyone fooled
every time i say something they find hard to hear
they chalk it up to my anger
and never to their own fear
and imagine you're a girl
just trying to finally come clean
knowing full well they'd prefer you
were dirty and smiling
I've been hanging out with twistedwhispers and travis alot.
Also Ian (sunavatar)
Last night was so fun...Gess, Ian and I got lost and pretty much drove to the end of the world
and had to turn around.
We ate at Bickford's (for those who don't know what Bickford's is, think IHOP)
3 of us ordered the same thing, Gess got haddock, and was sure there was some kind of
conspiracy between Travis, Ian, and I to order chicken sandwiches and make her the odd person out! :-D
Hahahahahaha!
Soooo, we drove around alot. We watched comedy central while stoned. We laughed alot.
Doesn't sound like much, maybe you had to be there?
All I know is I've been out of my room with great people, laughing and remembering what it's like to feel happy and accepted and hell, even wanted.
Pete hasn't talked to me in about a week and guess what! I don't feel like shit all the time now.
I'm constantly in the presence of people who AREN'T embarrased by me and DON'T feel the need to remind me over and over how much more of a FREAK I am than everybody else.
Maybe that's not a fair statement to make.
Pete loved me I know.
He wont speak to me now because I talk to his best friend Jon and Pete thinks I'm talking shit about him behind his back.
It's all very very juvenile.
So let him have a pout. I'm sorry he feels violated but I've sincerely apologized MANY times about something I didn't even feel I needed to apologize about!
Everyone needs to watch The Chappelle Show on comedy central!
"Mmmm! Titty residue!"
I came home and crashed...slept and slept sound.
It's all good in the hood.
I'm hoping for an eye exam tomorrow (the place needs to call my insurance to see if it's covered first)
because ive been getting migraines alot more frequently and squinting while driving and watching TV.
Plus im diabetic and my eyes should be checked regularly reguardless.
After explaining how I squint while driving or watching tv.
Me: UGH my headache is coming back!!! *SQUINT*
Gess: Oh yah hon youre definately squinting!
Me: *looking through the tiniest opening my eyes can make* Yeah, I know. Maybe I'll look away from the TV now! It's not so bad if i keep my eyes practically shut.
but it seems like i've got everyone fooled
every time i say something they find hard to hear
they chalk it up to my anger
and never to their own fear
and imagine you're a girl
just trying to finally come clean
knowing full well they'd prefer you
were dirty and smiling
I've been hanging out with twistedwhispers and travis alot.
Also Ian (sunavatar)
Last night was so fun...Gess, Ian and I got lost and pretty much drove to the end of the world
and had to turn around.
We ate at Bickford's (for those who don't know what Bickford's is, think IHOP)
3 of us ordered the same thing, Gess got haddock, and was sure there was some kind of
conspiracy between Travis, Ian, and I to order chicken sandwiches and make her the odd person out! :-D
Hahahahahaha!
Soooo, we drove around alot. We watched comedy central while stoned. We laughed alot.
Doesn't sound like much, maybe you had to be there?
All I know is I've been out of my room with great people, laughing and remembering what it's like to feel happy and accepted and hell, even wanted.
Pete hasn't talked to me in about a week and guess what! I don't feel like shit all the time now.
I'm constantly in the presence of people who AREN'T embarrased by me and DON'T feel the need to remind me over and over how much more of a FREAK I am than everybody else.
Maybe that's not a fair statement to make.
Pete loved me I know.
He wont speak to me now because I talk to his best friend Jon and Pete thinks I'm talking shit about him behind his back.
It's all very very juvenile.
So let him have a pout. I'm sorry he feels violated but I've sincerely apologized MANY times about something I didn't even feel I needed to apologize about!
Everyone needs to watch The Chappelle Show on comedy central!
"Mmmm! Titty residue!"
I came home and crashed...slept and slept sound.
It's all good in the hood.
I'm hoping for an eye exam tomorrow (the place needs to call my insurance to see if it's covered first)
because ive been getting migraines alot more frequently and squinting while driving and watching TV.
Plus im diabetic and my eyes should be checked regularly reguardless.
After explaining how I squint while driving or watching tv.
Me: UGH my headache is coming back!!! *SQUINT*
Gess: Oh yah hon youre definately squinting!
Me: *looking through the tiniest opening my eyes can make* Yeah, I know. Maybe I'll look away from the TV now! It's not so bad if i keep my eyes practically shut.