swimming at night
Markus and I's situation has been bettered. GREATLY. We're back to complete normality. It feels so nice. His parents are out of town, so we've been spending a lot of time together...at his house for once. haha. And...we talked a while the other day. I feel completely relieved. Tonight we went swimming...and ended up naked in his pool. ha. That was funny. I've never done that before, but Markus is the only person I would do that with. haha! Another interesting thing happened tonight...
I was talking to Nick, as I often do, and (the thought really does cross my mind, but I would not act on it..not in my right mind), but I mentioned the thought of Markus and I having sex and the whole trusting yourself and how you feel about it and this that and the other, and he started getting really upset, and saying that his opinion didn't matter, and I thought...maybe this is a way to get to him...make him realize how dazed he's been, so I was like I'm thinking about taking birth control. I have a friend's mom I can get it from b/c she works at this clinic for pregnant kids here in town, and he was FLIPPING out, and I was like Nick, come on...what's wrong? So I decided to talk some more. I said And you know...I know that sex is bad before marriage and all, but it's so down played anymore, and no one really cares...so I don't see what the big issue is, and I know it IS a big issue, but I want to be safe...blah blah... all of a sudden he says I think I've having a break down. I can't talk right now. Have a good night. Bye Aly.
So, I think I may have gotten through to him. Hooray! I know that's weird, but someone had to try and make him realize where he's been the past few months. He's been so down and depressed. Like..Duane's Depressed by Larry McMurtry. haha. Every one have a good night. I'm spent. ;o)
-rock on-
*aly*
P.S. For the ignorant (j/k...no one I know is ignorant...I hope), I'm not going to start birth control, and I haven't considered it. It was merely a wise path to make Nick come to his senses. Poor kid...I hope he's alright.
I was talking to Nick, as I often do, and (the thought really does cross my mind, but I would not act on it..not in my right mind), but I mentioned the thought of Markus and I having sex and the whole trusting yourself and how you feel about it and this that and the other, and he started getting really upset, and saying that his opinion didn't matter, and I thought...maybe this is a way to get to him...make him realize how dazed he's been, so I was like I'm thinking about taking birth control. I have a friend's mom I can get it from b/c she works at this clinic for pregnant kids here in town, and he was FLIPPING out, and I was like Nick, come on...what's wrong? So I decided to talk some more. I said And you know...I know that sex is bad before marriage and all, but it's so down played anymore, and no one really cares...so I don't see what the big issue is, and I know it IS a big issue, but I want to be safe...blah blah... all of a sudden he says I think I've having a break down. I can't talk right now. Have a good night. Bye Aly.
So, I think I may have gotten through to him. Hooray! I know that's weird, but someone had to try and make him realize where he's been the past few months. He's been so down and depressed. Like..Duane's Depressed by Larry McMurtry. haha. Every one have a good night. I'm spent. ;o)
-rock on-
*aly*
P.S. For the ignorant (j/k...no one I know is ignorant...I hope), I'm not going to start birth control, and I haven't considered it. It was merely a wise path to make Nick come to his senses. Poor kid...I hope he's alright.