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Hello. I think it's been a while since I've written. haha. I just got back from my cruise Monday, and I have to take an Eng. IV clep test on Saturday that I haven't studied for at all. Crap! Markus and I are a little rocky lately. I think I've been too pushy about seeing him, but I really don't see him that much. He works ALL the freaking time, and I'm just sitting at home, and Caitlin and I don't hang out all that much. But... I don't know. I just miss seeing him all the time like when we first started dating, but argh. I'm frustrated with myself even. I feel almost like he doesn't want to make the effort to see me sometimes and like I'm making all the effort. Like the last little bit of school, I know he was REALLY busy, and so I would do whatever to see him when I could. I would go to his house at lunch or before he went to work just to see him for like 5 to 20 minutes. I just need to quit I suppose and like...get a life, too. I love him so much. I just wish I knew what I could do for myself and for us to make the situation better. I know it's just me being complicated...I can't figure it out. Anyway...I can't sleep. I went to bed at midnight, and I slept a few hours, but now it's like 3:30, and I'm awake. I'm going to try and go back to bed. Good night!
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