Few and far between-
Oh wow, this was really a great, great day. It's one of those relatively few days that really leaves me feeling great all around. The only sad part is that I know this won't be happening again for probably a very long time.
Crystal moved to Florida at the end of September, and I've really found myself missing my friend! I'm so tired of the people I know and care about moving away, but it isn't really like I have any say in the matter. My friends from school are gone and spread out, and then the only person who I really think can understand what I have gone through in the last year or so packed up and left me alone up here. I haven't really had the chance to talk to her since she left except maybe once or twice online. My parents have absolutely forbidden me to talk, e mail, write, or have any kind of contact with her, though I'm not entirely sure what the consequence would be seeing as that it is fully certain that they won't kick me out of the house. Sometimes I almost wish that they would. Anyhow though, last night while I was at work I was standing kind of inbetween the front counder and the second drive trough window when I heard my name. I was working with all guys and I couldn't figure out what girl would be around saying hi (keeping in mind that my friends have all left the area). But I turned around and it was Crystal standing in the drive through window!!! It was so exciting! She came in and I was able to take my 5 minute dinner break and we caugt up very, very quickly and made plans to hang out today.
Today was wonderful. It was really, really, really wonderful. We pretty much just hung around. Did some shopping, got some food and ice cream (of course) and talked and talked and talked. It was so nice. I really miss her. :( She leaves tomorrow again, but at least I got today in there. Sigh. We looked at some tattoo ideas and I think we have something picked out- it's a cool butterfly design. We just need to think about the colors a bit more- I'm in favor of a rainbow design and she thinks that might work out.... So yeah. Whenever the next time I see her is I think we might do that!
Anyhow, tomorrow's going to be a fun... er, stressful I mean, day. Time to shower, clean my little Gui, and iron something to wear.
Crystal moved to Florida at the end of September, and I've really found myself missing my friend! I'm so tired of the people I know and care about moving away, but it isn't really like I have any say in the matter. My friends from school are gone and spread out, and then the only person who I really think can understand what I have gone through in the last year or so packed up and left me alone up here. I haven't really had the chance to talk to her since she left except maybe once or twice online. My parents have absolutely forbidden me to talk, e mail, write, or have any kind of contact with her, though I'm not entirely sure what the consequence would be seeing as that it is fully certain that they won't kick me out of the house. Sometimes I almost wish that they would. Anyhow though, last night while I was at work I was standing kind of inbetween the front counder and the second drive trough window when I heard my name. I was working with all guys and I couldn't figure out what girl would be around saying hi (keeping in mind that my friends have all left the area). But I turned around and it was Crystal standing in the drive through window!!! It was so exciting! She came in and I was able to take my 5 minute dinner break and we caugt up very, very quickly and made plans to hang out today.
Today was wonderful. It was really, really, really wonderful. We pretty much just hung around. Did some shopping, got some food and ice cream (of course) and talked and talked and talked. It was so nice. I really miss her. :( She leaves tomorrow again, but at least I got today in there. Sigh. We looked at some tattoo ideas and I think we have something picked out- it's a cool butterfly design. We just need to think about the colors a bit more- I'm in favor of a rainbow design and she thinks that might work out.... So yeah. Whenever the next time I see her is I think we might do that!
Anyhow, tomorrow's going to be a fun... er, stressful I mean, day. Time to shower, clean my little Gui, and iron something to wear.