Blue, Isn't it a sure sign, when someone goes all jumpy if you turn up and they were not expecting it, that they have something to hide? Thats what happened today, i found martin's watch that he left at home, i know he hates to be without it anyway, i took it to him where he was working and the bloke let me up to where he was, when he saw me, he ( Read more... )

Picture this,me standing on my bath watching out the window at that bitch Paula, watching the flats opposite my back yard, all i get are pics of her and my hub and i am here to tell ya it really fucks me off ( Read more... )

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Blue, i believe that i am good at pushing people away when they get to close, dunno why just a thing i do... stupid huh ? It's just the sometimes i get the impression that martin doesn't really love me, paranoidparanoidparaniod much i know how it sounds, it sounds like i am um.... paranoid, maybe i am...wait i am ..... Shit am i ( Read more... )