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[bloodyxbert]

UHG
i am tired of liking guys

yes i probly have said this before
but i hate how i cant stop talking about them

always a new boy
always

i could name a few
or all of them... which would be a lot

and alll this boy liking and talking about them makes me feelll
like
gross
like
a whore
a slut
a slutty slut

maybe i should just fucking keep my mouth fucking shut
then maybe ill just find a guy that i will like
one guy for that short period of time
that i can talk about
that I KNOW i like
not just, hey, he's cute, but idk if he's my type
and ohh he broke up with me
then why do u still hang out with him, bri?
huh huh huh????

>.<

yes dammit i dont like thinking about how
everyone else doesnt really give a damn
about what i say about guys, but
i really do like it when you tell me
who's that beautiful girl you saw today?
or that omg drop dead gorgeous boy?

i dont want to be the only one talking about all the pretty boys
cause i kno my friends here have a sex drive too........

then why.
i talk about boys so much.
why do i like them all.

OH but the HUGE THING
is that
im not that horny
to want to have sex
with every one of them
i just like to admire.
got it?
understand?

please. dont think im a whore.... but what can i really say to change ur mind?  cause u probly never thought that i was a whore neways :)