May 17, 2008 00:41
oh the last thing i want to do is push a guy away....
and i feel that i might have tonite
but i dont know
i hardly kno tha cutie.
he cooked me dinner!
and we watched movies together.
and he's really really sweet
he totally wants me to sleep over....
next time.
i will promise myself that.
cause i want something to click
no matter how FUCKING nervous i am about this
more nervous than when i really really want the guy.
idk why i am.
maybe cause i like this guy
but im also stressed about everything else in life.
but we always need someone near, no matter how busy we are
ohhh man i hope i did not piss him off too much tonite
cause i could sense a little bit of
welll, not happiness.
i wanted to go home, i told him,
after the movie, b/c i am tired.
and yeah i am
but honestly i can stay up awhile with this guy...
and talk about everything and anything!
i need to catch up on sleep, however i wont tonite,
i will just sleep.
and then tomorrow..........
tomorrow..............
i sense something else.
boys