Some things never change.
I'm fucking statving myself for you. Forcing myself to only eat once a day. I'm not taking medications I know will help me not want to kill myself because I know if I take them I'll get fat again. I know that before I got pregnant you adored me. When I started getting fat from the pregnancy is when you stopped caring. And I'll keep doing this until I kill myself some way or other or you love me again.