Yet Another Day
So is it wrong that I feel I have nothing to say? Is it wrong that I feel I lost a connection I had with my friend after I was lied to? Is it wrong that I can't find the words to tell her how hurt I am that she lied to me. She was suppose to be the one friend that is honest with me and not hurt me? Why is it that I still try and trust people. So, yeah to them it might be lust a little lie but to me, it's not. People are so untrustworthy!! It just infuriates me! But yet I keep trying. I just want to push them all away. I'm tired of trusting people and opening up to them and telling them how I feel to in the end, get screwed over or lied to. It hurts. I should be focusing on my school studies but it seems my brain in going 90 to nuthin about everything going on. I'm going to try and study now. We shall see how this goes.