Mar 26, 2010 07:38
So, we met with Olivia on Wednesday, which was 2 days ago. We discussed the chores and friends staying with us. Jordan is gone this weekend. Things are already starting to look up a little bit. Still a ways to go but it's a start. We are getting a chart and starting to mark off things when they get done and we will be splitting the responsibilities. Now, as far as the lying and all. I'm slowly getting over it. I'm still keeping a distance because, well quite frankly, it still hurts. =/ I don't even know what to say. Like I said though, with time...things will work out the way they are suppose to. Part of me wants to move far away so I'm not close to people. Far away, start a new job and live with my family. I could never leave my Mom though. Out of friends and family, she has always been my support. Susan has been the only friend not to lie to me and that means oh so much. I'm tired of people making excuses on why they lie or dropping me when another friend moves closer or is a "better" bestie or whatever the reasoning is. THat of course makes the wounds feel even more deep. You lie to me, blow it off like it's nothing and then as if we haven't drifted enough with all the changes in the past year, we hardly do anything together anymore. We were invited to a picnic. Part of me wonders if it is because the "bestie" is busy. Hmm...