case of the mondays
today was definately not the best of my days. Lori was depressed. :o( guys can surely suck. well i went to school like normal. at 3:20pm, i left my 8th period class and i got to go to the dentist! yay. it was soo funn! i had to get two cavities filled. and i got soo much laughing gas! it was the shit. lol. so i enjoyed that a little too much. haha. it was total chaos. cavities are fun. and soon i get my wisdom teeth pulled. yikes. but at least i get pain killers! haha. and i have silver in my teeth!! woah! im rich! lol. so i got home, and got on the internet. Nick was back at school today finally, after a month. ya hes awesome! but he told me something... that kinda made my day bad. if u wanna know, ask. but ya it was nice to see him again. i dont know much of whats going on right now. my love life has not quite evolved yet. but maybe soon. -cant get my hopes up, tho- hopefully our day will come. i have a major headache. ive been thinking too much today. ugh.. and now i ache, lol. wow. i totally admire my friend, Meghan!! she is my hero! ack- i want to cry. she inspires me to move on.. that there is life after "love"...and then some more love. god, shes awesome! i want to get my hair cut soo bad tomorrow. but i dont have any money. gah. so i have to wait a week or so. i think i might be going to Alex's house on wednesday, to hang out. I wonder what we'll be doing... soo. anyway. its only monday that sucks. fuck, and tomorrow i have a huge project thingy due in government. but i can do it during lunch or something. and im fucking failing 4 or so classes!! shyt! i have a 50 something in Alg. 2 .... a 46 in Chem .... a 60 something in Psychology ... and a 60 something in Aquatic Science. how do i manage to fall so hard? daamn. fuck stress! ive got enought of that shit to deal with in the rest of my silly life. lol. i drove today! im getting so much better, i think. hehe. overall today was almost normal- but not too great. okay, well thats all i have to update you with. ill write more later. feel free to comment.