Alex, you totally blow me away
~ALEX~
ohh shiiit. that was deep. aww. Alex I'm so in like with you! hehe. that totally made my day ! i dont know... but im like seriously crying... a happy cry. ack. your entry, made my fucking day. it was the most meaningful thing i have ever.. read. i dont know what to say. wow. that means a lot to me. im glad u do like me. and im glad i now know how u feel. the fact that u do want to still "be" with me or whatever... it means a lot. it makes me happy. i dont know. sorry for making any rash assumptions. i just didnt know what to think for a while. but im really glad you cleared that up for me. thanks. but i am down with being friends first. but this leading me on deal, not cool. lol. j/k. see thats what i was confused about... i wasnt sure if we were just friends, or if there was something between us. and i didnt want to make the move... if thats not what you wanted, cuz then id feel duuuumb. lol. but okay. i would never try to make u stop doin what u do, but it would be nice to see you sober... the real you. but i would love to go on a date with you this weekend. a real date, if thats cool with you. thatd be nice. and i can always come over wednesday... if you still want. let me know. i look forward to talking to Alex tomorrow!! :o) now im off to bed. goodnight.
ohh shiiit. that was deep. aww. Alex I'm so in like with you! hehe. that totally made my day ! i dont know... but im like seriously crying... a happy cry. ack. your entry, made my fucking day. it was the most meaningful thing i have ever.. read. i dont know what to say. wow. that means a lot to me. im glad u do like me. and im glad i now know how u feel. the fact that u do want to still "be" with me or whatever... it means a lot. it makes me happy. i dont know. sorry for making any rash assumptions. i just didnt know what to think for a while. but im really glad you cleared that up for me. thanks. but i am down with being friends first. but this leading me on deal, not cool. lol. j/k. see thats what i was confused about... i wasnt sure if we were just friends, or if there was something between us. and i didnt want to make the move... if thats not what you wanted, cuz then id feel duuuumb. lol. but okay. i would never try to make u stop doin what u do, but it would be nice to see you sober... the real you. but i would love to go on a date with you this weekend. a real date, if thats cool with you. thatd be nice. and i can always come over wednesday... if you still want. let me know. i look forward to talking to Alex tomorrow!! :o) now im off to bed. goodnight.