Jul 19, 2002 00:01
can be so isolating. how surreal that i could have been so connected to the world and another person as i was a month ago Sunday....today i am so disconnected. i am having a hard time believing my own flesh is real. i met someone.....a long time ago today or yesterday....what does it matter when it never makes sense.
i had a dream of 6 months ago and that dream was today. all to be lived over for no reason but to hurt me more. what a silly world. what a silly silly world........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................