not the better person.

[bloodshotlocket]

i am sick of trying to be the better person in every situation. in this case, i am too hurt. what he did was just to wrong. i think of all the fun we had, how sweet his little heart is and i want to forgive him. but he is wrong. what he did was so fucking cold hearted. one day he is my boy...the next he is gone forever...in someone elses arms. i am in shock. thats it...i am just in shock.

i am not the better person. i dont want to see past your faults. he was just to fuckin mean....

hi lilith. i love you. <3