What's a girl to do with all this love?
Dan and I are officially together. I am really happy about this. He is a really wonderful guy that I just can’t imagine my life without, now that I have him in it. To say I have fallen head over heals for this guy would be an understatement. I can’t remember feeling like this about someone since I was only 15 and met Jason. I don’t feel nervous around him and I don’t feel like he is playing games. He says what he feels and means it, and that is such a breath of fresh air. When he told me how he felt about me he related it to quantum theory and it just about knocked me over. No one gets things like that, like I do… No one has ever spoken my language to me like that before. A million different people can say the same words to you in a million different ways and those same words can mean so many different things, but how those 3 small words were said to me never made me feel like that.
I am such an amazingly lucky person. I have so much love in my life, my cup runith over. I have family that is judgmental, but they love me, it may have conditions on it but they do love me. I have friends of all sorts Carrie, Sammy, Sam, Dana, and Ali who have proved to love me without conditions and have been more like family to me than most of my blood. Now I have Dan to add to this list and I just feel like I couldn’t be any luckier.
But of course there is always a chink in the chain. My parents sat me down when I got home on Sunday and said it is time for me to move out. I don’t think they are explicitly kicking me out, but I really need to get my ass in gear about things. Carrie and I have been pseudo looking for a place but that needs to be done with a bit more vigor. There is also the option that Dan offered. His ex-girlfriend /roommate will be moving out on the 26th of March and has invited us to move in. I realize this is sudden, but it is an option that I must weigh. It is the cheapest option, however it is further from work, so that seems to be a wash. Not sure what to do, life has far too many choices. Where is the damn handbook?
I am such an amazingly lucky person. I have so much love in my life, my cup runith over. I have family that is judgmental, but they love me, it may have conditions on it but they do love me. I have friends of all sorts Carrie, Sammy, Sam, Dana, and Ali who have proved to love me without conditions and have been more like family to me than most of my blood. Now I have Dan to add to this list and I just feel like I couldn’t be any luckier.
But of course there is always a chink in the chain. My parents sat me down when I got home on Sunday and said it is time for me to move out. I don’t think they are explicitly kicking me out, but I really need to get my ass in gear about things. Carrie and I have been pseudo looking for a place but that needs to be done with a bit more vigor. There is also the option that Dan offered. His ex-girlfriend /roommate will be moving out on the 26th of March and has invited us to move in. I realize this is sudden, but it is an option that I must weigh. It is the cheapest option, however it is further from work, so that seems to be a wash. Not sure what to do, life has far too many choices. Where is the damn handbook?