the never ending battle of head vs. heart
I'd like to say that all things are perfect. I am happy though. I have little things that bother me that I don't know if I can get past. I am naturally a jealous person and have worked hard to not be a raging psycho with my jealousy but some things push me. Is an ex being your room mate going too far or what about 90% of your friends being the opposite sex? Then my shallowness and fears of disapproval dig at me too and I fear demons attacking what makes me feel so good inside. Only being home 3 or 4 days every 2 or 3 weeks is going to grow old very quick. They say love overcomes all but that statement time after time becomes increasingly harder to believe in. I know what I feel in my heart... its my head that tries to fool me.