life up until now....
Well its just sickening, everyone around me is all like david is gone cry cry cry....but what about everyone else? What about Zach, more importantly what about Matt? They are gone too ya know! Matt was always a much better friend to me. Hell even Megan. She used to talk to Matt all school year, not david. Whats worse is that everyone is all like oh im so depressed cuz a good friend of mine is gone. Well try life in my shoes. I have exactly 1 best friend out of state forever. 2 Good friends out of state, one may come back or go to Iraq/Afgan. 1 old friend out of the city until school starts. With my most trusted friend out of state on top of that. so lets see, if my high school math adds up correctly I have 1,3,4. Yup four (4) friends of mine gone. Whats that leave me? Some cat who works all the time *Kyle* cept he feels the need to work mornings when I work nights so we hardly see each other, and Megan who is a good girl all in all, she just needs to do something productive. Which hanging out with Steph all day, or sitting at home all day is not productive. I also have my friend Andrea from work. She's cool and all but she has Pete Pete and lots of hours at Hy-vee too, so life isnt all that great. But I have become better friends with her recently. We went out to lunch at Jimmy John's the other day and we went to this one girl's movie party thing. Met some cool people and watched the Transporter. The movie was okay but everyone laughed lots so life was good. On the way home from the south side, we had to drop someone off, I felt really sorry for her becuz of something that happened which im not getting into, and I felt bad becuz I couldn't help her. =( I think she has a hard life sometimes, but shes a tuff girl and she can hide it well most of the time. So kudo's to her.
Became reunited in friendship with Jil we plan to hang out on Thursday. Not sure what we will do, so who knows. Been talking to Missy, almost daily. She started calling awhile back and I answered the phone and it went from there. I think she is starting to like me n i her. But for some fucked up reason she told Beth the whole shit with Ashley, so now her parents somehow wish me dead. I wonder why? <
Became reunited in friendship with Jil we plan to hang out on Thursday. Not sure what we will do, so who knows. Been talking to Missy, almost daily. She started calling awhile back and I answered the phone and it went from there. I think she is starting to like me n i her. But for some fucked up reason she told Beth the whole shit with Ashley, so now her parents somehow wish me dead. I wonder why? <