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I can't believe it's February already.
I haven't been updating much.
In truth, I'm finding it difficult to write because well, like I guess happens to everyone occasionally, I'm going through a pretty low period. I think (and in fact hope) that it's connected to the really poor atmosphere at work, and because of being exposed to that every day for such a long time now. Some days I come home and cry. I feel like because all my energy is going into staying on the level in work, I can' t cope with even little problems in any other aspect of my life. So when they arise, I just don't deal well with it.
I can't bring myself to write about it at length. I also feel very guilty, because there are other people going through a much tougher time than I am, yet they fight on and don't let it consume their real personality. I wonder why I can't do the same. I wish I could.
I'm going to work on finding a way out of this, even if it means giving up my job and moving on to something else.
I'm focussing on my Mission101 tasks as a distraction.
I think things have reached the worst they can get - it can only be better from here.
I haven't been updating much.
In truth, I'm finding it difficult to write because well, like I guess happens to everyone occasionally, I'm going through a pretty low period. I think (and in fact hope) that it's connected to the really poor atmosphere at work, and because of being exposed to that every day for such a long time now. Some days I come home and cry. I feel like because all my energy is going into staying on the level in work, I can' t cope with even little problems in any other aspect of my life. So when they arise, I just don't deal well with it.
I can't bring myself to write about it at length. I also feel very guilty, because there are other people going through a much tougher time than I am, yet they fight on and don't let it consume their real personality. I wonder why I can't do the same. I wish I could.
I'm going to work on finding a way out of this, even if it means giving up my job and moving on to something else.
I'm focussing on my Mission101 tasks as a distraction.
I think things have reached the worst they can get - it can only be better from here.