Boing!
I'm sure i have lots of things to say, i just can't think of any of them, yet i'm thinking of all of them all at once. Need some sort of filing system for my head! Its probably going to have to be one of those entries where i deal with each thing in turn. Hmm... where to begin?
K is getting so much hassle off hs boss at the seargant at the moment, but i know he's trying really hard. Its getting him down which in turn makes me sad. Its worse because i can't help him from here, i know he wants a hug as much as anything else, but its impossible. I suppose it will be better when he gets here tomorrow. Besides, the fact i'm still on the internet should tell you that i'm waiting up late for him to finish his night shift again. :-)
F is in a bad mood again. He's decided he's going to pull off the course that he's due to take the exam for tomorrow and take an extra course next semester instead. I reckon its probably his safest bet if he really hasn't done any work for the 80% exam tomorrow. I hope this means he'll stop sulking and stressing out on me now though.
Ali and J and me and K are going to stay in and get drunk tomorrow night in celebration of the exams being over. Her last exam is tomorrow morning. **Fingers crossed for her, though she doesn't need it. Another of my brainier friends!** We did plan on going out, but we figured that there would be the world and his wife of students out at every bar within a 100 mile radius of Manchester tomorrow night because all the four universities will have finished their exams. Besides, staing in is cheaper, and i may therefore, be able to afford some of my new textbooks soon this way! Joy...
Spoke to P earlier. He seemed to be in an okay mood. Well a lot better than he has been towards me recently anyhow. Which can only be a good thing. In my heart of hearts i really hope that he is coming to terms with the relationship that me and K are having, because its not going away. I was talking to K last night, and we both hate the idea that being together means losing our friends, but every single one of them has had something negative to say about the situation.
Still can't believe the exams are over. I'm also still a bit disappointed with my overall performance in them. Todays fiasco was such a shame. You live, you learn, i suppose. Doesn't stop me having a final worry about it before i move on (until results day in March!). Reading other student's diaries, at all levels of education, has been a real help though. Its always good to know that whatever you're going through, there are other people going through the same. I have learnt that everybody copes differently, and even i have my own way, even if it doesn't feel like it at the time.
I want to thank the people who have left encouraging note for me during this stressful time.
And i want to thank K, even though he doesn't read this, just for putting up with all my worries and headaches and tears over the past month.
I appreciate you all...
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Thanks for the note! Very cool that you're from the UK. How often do you get to see your boyfriend? My husband and I were 1500 miles apart for 2 years before we got married, it was tough! =P [sailorsgirl]
K is getting so much hassle off hs boss at the seargant at the moment, but i know he's trying really hard. Its getting him down which in turn makes me sad. Its worse because i can't help him from here, i know he wants a hug as much as anything else, but its impossible. I suppose it will be better when he gets here tomorrow. Besides, the fact i'm still on the internet should tell you that i'm waiting up late for him to finish his night shift again. :-)
F is in a bad mood again. He's decided he's going to pull off the course that he's due to take the exam for tomorrow and take an extra course next semester instead. I reckon its probably his safest bet if he really hasn't done any work for the 80% exam tomorrow. I hope this means he'll stop sulking and stressing out on me now though.
Ali and J and me and K are going to stay in and get drunk tomorrow night in celebration of the exams being over. Her last exam is tomorrow morning. **Fingers crossed for her, though she doesn't need it. Another of my brainier friends!** We did plan on going out, but we figured that there would be the world and his wife of students out at every bar within a 100 mile radius of Manchester tomorrow night because all the four universities will have finished their exams. Besides, staing in is cheaper, and i may therefore, be able to afford some of my new textbooks soon this way! Joy...
Spoke to P earlier. He seemed to be in an okay mood. Well a lot better than he has been towards me recently anyhow. Which can only be a good thing. In my heart of hearts i really hope that he is coming to terms with the relationship that me and K are having, because its not going away. I was talking to K last night, and we both hate the idea that being together means losing our friends, but every single one of them has had something negative to say about the situation.
Still can't believe the exams are over. I'm also still a bit disappointed with my overall performance in them. Todays fiasco was such a shame. You live, you learn, i suppose. Doesn't stop me having a final worry about it before i move on (until results day in March!). Reading other student's diaries, at all levels of education, has been a real help though. Its always good to know that whatever you're going through, there are other people going through the same. I have learnt that everybody copes differently, and even i have my own way, even if it doesn't feel like it at the time.
I want to thank the people who have left encouraging note for me during this stressful time.
And i want to thank K, even though he doesn't read this, just for putting up with all my worries and headaches and tears over the past month.
I appreciate you all...
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Thanks for the note! Very cool that you're from the UK. How often do you get to see your boyfriend? My husband and I were 1500 miles apart for 2 years before we got married, it was tough! =P [sailorsgirl]