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I know i'm not that old. That being 25 isn't anything these days. way back when, i'd almost be at the end of my life. i'm actually starting to feel older and there's this fear inside about almost everything. something tells me that i'm not going to be with shawn forever. but i want to. a lot. and every once in a while, i get into these moods where i just really want to get married and have kids. then i get all bummed out b/c i feel like it's never going to happen to me. or i can't have kids. or i'll lose the child. and then it doesn't really matter. it just makes me miss my mom.
i need boxes and wrapping paper. i got mary's gift and griseldas. i know what i'm veronica. And shawn, i decided on the ds. he had me get him another game yesterday. i was so happy that he actually agreed to go shopping with me. i had to give him a pill first, heh, but he was okay with it. i'm gonna have to get some more dones at some point without him knowing, i want that to be a xmas gift as well. plus, i'm gonna get him a stocking and fill it with candy and mabye a gift card for home depot or i'll just get him another season of dragon ball z. ugh. heh. my dad FINALLY said what he wanted, it's online though. and i'm still at a loss of what to get for carmen and linda. and i know what i'm getting kara. so ...
Shawn +
Vero +
Mary
Griselda
Kara +
Dad +
Carmen -
Linda -
I'm so happy already. i've actually gotten people stuff. and i paid for it! lol. i'm glad i'm actually doing this. hopefully i'll have extra money, at least a little, cuz i still wanna make christmas dinner. i should start my list already. and i'm drinking that fucking cold duck then. even though i'm still waiting for marc. =/ it's ridiculous how much we miss each other. serious.
i need boxes and wrapping paper. i got mary's gift and griseldas. i know what i'm veronica. And shawn, i decided on the ds. he had me get him another game yesterday. i was so happy that he actually agreed to go shopping with me. i had to give him a pill first, heh, but he was okay with it. i'm gonna have to get some more dones at some point without him knowing, i want that to be a xmas gift as well. plus, i'm gonna get him a stocking and fill it with candy and mabye a gift card for home depot or i'll just get him another season of dragon ball z. ugh. heh. my dad FINALLY said what he wanted, it's online though. and i'm still at a loss of what to get for carmen and linda. and i know what i'm getting kara. so ...
Shawn +
Vero +
Mary
Griselda
Kara +
Dad +
Carmen -
Linda -
I'm so happy already. i've actually gotten people stuff. and i paid for it! lol. i'm glad i'm actually doing this. hopefully i'll have extra money, at least a little, cuz i still wanna make christmas dinner. i should start my list already. and i'm drinking that fucking cold duck then. even though i'm still waiting for marc. =/ it's ridiculous how much we miss each other. serious.