I'm retarded

[blindjinx]

okay, when did game boy advance become obsolete? i hate christmas. i never know what to get anyone. and the way things have been going it seems as though, shawn saves his money but spends mine. which would be kinda okay, if he had told me. seeing as i don't have anything to really pay for, but i've already told him that the way things are going i'm going to have to borrow money from him for christmas. what the shit is that? i tried really hard to save my money last week. and i'm really bad with it too. but something happened with his ATM card and his boss gave him a check from the wrong bank account and so he was overdrawn $600. he had to get an account b/c his company switched to a new checking account or bank and so they only had temporary checks. but it bummed me out b/c we were supposed to open a checking account together. it was his idea, but i've gotten over that. he jokes around about taking money from me or telling me that he had to spend my money, but only A F T E R i ask about it ... already counting on having it for something else. i get really mad. then i cool off and find out it was a joke or just deal with it. i've already told him, money stresses me out; i don't like it. that's why i don't like it. and the holidays are here, i wanna get people stuff. it's dumb to get people stuff to show them how much you care for them, but everyone likes getting stuff. especially if it's free. he got stuff for 8 people one morning at rite aid and his ATM didn't work. i got so mad that morning, i was ready to tell everyone not to get me shit b/c i wasn't getting anyone anything. whewph. i'm kinda glad i let it pass. i've been too impulsive lately.
anyway, that's why i'm such a tard. what's your excuse?