Take it a day at a time

[blindjinx]

I'm just sittin, waitin for shawn to call so that i can either take a shower and wait, or take a shower and go get my pills. i get so upset with him lately. it feels like he's never there. i just wonder what i'm doing wrong. smothering him? even though we're only together for a couple of hours a day? and during that time i'm just sitting there, unhappy b/c he's so tired he won't touch, hold or kiss me. omgitblows. all i do is complain lately. there's not much else going on. just down and out and down.
i need to make a list of things to get from the store. and i've already started my x-mas list. hrmph. i hope i actually get to stuff. auh ... well .. shower time.