this is my last entry

funny how so many think that i'm a happy person ( Read more... )

lost the ability to cry ( Read more... )

i just wanna forget about things ..

but things keep reminding me that i cant!

dunno what to do .. dont think i CAN do anything
nuthin left

meh anyways, here's an entry lol sorry its so weird hahaha
sorry i dont make many entries ..

uh guess i havent posted in ages .. dunno what to put in here anymore ( Read more... )

well i just made a decision lol cauz i'm pissed off lol ( Read more... )

promised somebody i would post .. so here goes ( Read more... )

let me build for you
the finest castle
made out of bone
from the finest people
lead the empire of crap
takeover this world of death
thats all thats left of this
and all that will be
wait for the end together
hold you in my arms til' i decay
waiting for nothing
but always everything

dont worry it cant end
it never does its not supposed to
it'll last forever
endless suffering
pointless suffering
always wondering why
whats the meaning
why doesnt it just end
the fact that it never will
the idea that this is how life is
no rest for the wicked
let me rest
let me free
let me live
let me die

i wonder if they'd notice
the one who's not really there
his heart clings to them
his soul longs for them
not much words
not much emotion
once it all comes down to it
they wont know when it ends
they wont notice
they wont care