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[blind_lotus]

lost the ability to cry
cant imagine that being good in the long run

i get close to it often, but it never happens
it just ... stops ...
right before the tears start, it stops ..
the feelings stay, i cant get rid of them
i cant cry them away, because i cannot cry

definetly not good in the long run ..
figures it would happen ..
enough has happened ..

i guess emotions can only take so much
before they start to die