Take another little piece of my heart now baby
I've started school. Its pretty crazy. Every class has online bullshit attatched to it, which I really don't like, but I guess I'll have to get used to it. Ahhh I miss the simplicity of Lassen college. But I guess its going okay. English 1b seems like its going to be a bitch, I can't wait to get damn English classes done and over with. I'm really busy with homework all the time. So I decided to pretty quit smoking pot, I just don't have the time. I might on weekends if I do have time, or if I'm going to party, but meh. I hadn't really been enjoying it much anyway. It doesn't make me feel happy silly like it used to. It makes me feel just lazy and tired, oh so tired. All I want to do when I smoke it is lay down and end up falling asleep. Really lame. So whatever. I've been smoking way too many cigarettes on the other hand, half a pack a day almost and I rally hate that, but it feels like thats one of the things that keeps me less stressed. Gah. And I haven't been excersizing at all, for a while I was doing yoga every morning and taking walks or runs every day. I really miss that. I just don't feel like I have the time or energy for it anymore. When I'm done with all my classes and homework I just wanna relax. I'll just have to make myself, Cause I know it'll make me feel better afterward.
Mikey started nightshifts so sometimes I only see him for 2 hours a day, that kinda sucks, and its way weird because I used to see him all day every day when we worked together. But I think its kind of keeping us from getting on each others nerves as much, now when we're together we just chill. I sure do miss him at night though, going to bed alone is especially weird. 16 months on tuesday :) I'm so happy about that, we're still doing good and going strong. I love Mickel DeLuca. I never imagined he would be this good for me. I've been thinknig more and more about it and... I really do want to live in a house we hand built in the forest with a huge garden, being self-sustained. I really wouldn't wanted it any other way.
P.S.
Trip to Ashland in a couple weeks?! Thank you George Washington.
Mikey started nightshifts so sometimes I only see him for 2 hours a day, that kinda sucks, and its way weird because I used to see him all day every day when we worked together. But I think its kind of keeping us from getting on each others nerves as much, now when we're together we just chill. I sure do miss him at night though, going to bed alone is especially weird. 16 months on tuesday :) I'm so happy about that, we're still doing good and going strong. I love Mickel DeLuca. I never imagined he would be this good for me. I've been thinknig more and more about it and... I really do want to live in a house we hand built in the forest with a huge garden, being self-sustained. I really wouldn't wanted it any other way.
P.S.
Trip to Ashland in a couple weeks?! Thank you George Washington.