In my book of spite, there's a chapter on you...

[bleedlike___me]

Kill kill.
Die die.
FUCK I tried.
FUCK I'm tired.
I've been waiting so long.
How long is this supposed to take?
When was it best?
Do you remember?
No?
That's why it was best.
Figure that one out.
FUCK I tried.
FUCK I'm tired.
I used to fly around.
In the sky.
For hours.
Now I'm stuck here on earth.
I have no choice.
It's an obligation.
I don't know where the time ran off to.
It runs in the most inconvenient times.
FUCK I tried.
FUCK I'm tired.
I'm trying to escape fom my own prison.
It's not working so well.
I can't stay in reality.

I was alive.
I was alive.
I was alive.
I was alive.

NOW I'M DEAD!