brilliant_pain

my new eljay, add me thatd be pretty tite

everything is so cool like i dont even know ha

new band=awsome

hmmm anyone remember buttsex the pirate
yeah

ill leave this jounral with some lyrics

You said so much without even parting your lips
It's past 3 am and I'm still far from sleep
This is a habit that I can't break
You're my only ( Read more... )

this is ghey

im done with eljay

or this one at least

everyone think im in shambles or sumthing

but i really coundlnt give less of a shit

and i cant think of anything i did to deserve all those people yelling at me hm i got better things to worry about anyway
cool

c ya

haha i love how i made a really long entry and i accidently deleted it ( Read more... )

yeah today, again, lunch was awsome, i slid and tried to trip mellisa, not really reying to, just cuz it was sumthin to do, but yeah, then the rest of the day was ordinary, guitar chris and kyle started a "band" called the carnaocolgist. fucking cant spell that, hmm yeah it as really funny. o health was cool, i think im trying to remember while i ( Read more... )

i thought today was gunna be better, i felt really good at the end of school, i guess hearing shit about um shit, i love whn i use shit twice in one sentence, but days like today, i wish i could turn every bottle in my house upside-down, but im not a retard. one good thing has come out of today ( Read more... )

sorry to update again..........

on a lighter noteee i got my hair cut, its outragous, but so lame

the ghey barber wouldnt shave the sides of my head tho, but ill do that whn the rest grows longer, i sweet from first to lasts guitarists hair so hXcthen i can hXc dance for real

just becuase im a ltitle bitch i will update again later tonigt

I never lied to you........

[Unless i had to i do what i got to]

[im the worst person in the world i probably embarrasssed u the whole time, but if i could go back, id fuck things up even worse than i did just to make you angry] today i felt better by lunch, even tho all morning there was a searing pain all the way thru me, lunch today was really awsome, its getting so nice outside. i cant wait for the weekend ( Read more... )

caroline just shattered my heart all over the floor, i saw it coming, i dont know why i didnt save myself, its gunna be a long night, and tomorow will be the hadrest day, why todaydfjasdfklsdajf god today has been one of the worst days of my life dfjaskfj i cant do anything right, i cant even get a gf that gives a shit dsfkakive never had one that ( Read more... )

hmm so i really dont wanna go to florida, last time i went when i came back i lost everything, and the pain was so deep. i am so afraid of leaving. easter psh bullshit, i wish sumone would crucifi me.........FUCK GOD