I HOPE THE NEXT BOY THAT YOU KISS HAS SOMTHING TERRIBLEY CONTAGIOUS ON HIS LIPS

Apr 04, 2005 23:26

caroline just shattered my heart all over the floor, i saw it coming, i dont know why i didnt save myself, its gunna be a long night, and tomorow will be the hadrest day, why todaydfjasdfklsdajf god today has been one of the worst days of my life dfjaskfj i cant do anything right, i cant even get a gf that gives a shit dsfkakive never had one that has called me, except for cancelling shit or breaking up with medsfkjasf s or if they want sumthingf dskfjs god i feel like i dont have anything to live for dfas now the whole harry relationship cycle starts over, i relize the one who I cared for with my life is a liar and every time i heard "i love you too" it was a lie straight to my face, now ill find another girl who seems to be a nice girl and doesnt think shes hot shit and isnt concited BUT SHE IS THERE ALL THE SAME AND UR A LYINGN WHORWE SDJKLFJASD;fsdkjfsl;a, if i could give back every kiss i would, if i could see u get every scar it would make me smile fjsdfklas omg i cant believe i let her in i am such an idioit i cant stop the tears, its uncontrolable i cant see any reason to even try. im not doing swim team this summer fuck that shit. i cant feel anything but ice it stings, it feels lke my heart has collapsed, i cant beleivfe i didnt get myself out of that situation sjkdfas;kl god so fucking lazy wouldnt even hangout with me wtf!?2! for the last 2 months of our 3 month relationship everytime i saw her she acted like it was her fucking job or a chore being with me but sumthing that confuses me

how can one day u say "o i cant wait to see u saturday"

then three days later its over

i hate how you hate me

I'm not wishing anymore
I'm not writing songs for you
I sleep better in the dark
I'm not doing this for you

This is because of you I don't believe
Tongue tied an institute of my relief
You're my, my reason to shame
(my reason to shame)

I'm not wishing anymore
I'm not writing songs for you
I sleep better in the dark
I'm not doing this for you

This is because of you I don't believe
Tongue tied an institute of my relief

i cant beleive just becuase i met someone i liked, i started to beleive again

i guess i was right before

there is no such thing as love, and if there is, its on a halmark card and ill never expeirience it

thank you

go fuck yourself
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