my update fo those who care
well everyone,{ i mean those of you who have taken the time to read this}...things in chicago are going ok i guess,.....i have yet to make any real friends, by that i mean any one with the same views as me...or just a person to talk to , though i hope to meet some one soon
its kinda funny, i have hardly unpacked, im still living outta garbage bags and boxes. and walking to the store each day to buy fresh mangos. well while im at this store {its a prodimatly hispanic market} i recive the dirtiest looks, and becca goes on to tell me how racist this place really is, ....i know the caucasian people here have treated hispanics with nothing but disrespect, i just hate being judged due the the color of my skin, ...being hated because of my skin color. becca goes on to tell me about all the white kids being mugged , beaten and on a few instances ...killed.its really diffrent to live in racial HATE, but all i can do is not follow in their footsteps and refrian from judging
im rather lonely , and ive given up POT. yes its true, its been a week today since i have even seen , smelled or tasted it. im not sure but i can feel the effects of not doing it...
i felt really delusional the other day and, i swear to god i was seing shit that wasnt there, i honestly do not know what positive effect its had on me.....other than keeping becca happy. but its deff more than that
im planning on getting another tatoo from her brother matt, its going to be the Crimthlc "palm print" ...which is going to be on the back of my neck, somtimes i feel like the pain from the tatoo will be the only excietment
till next time friends
peace
its kinda funny, i have hardly unpacked, im still living outta garbage bags and boxes. and walking to the store each day to buy fresh mangos. well while im at this store {its a prodimatly hispanic market} i recive the dirtiest looks, and becca goes on to tell me how racist this place really is, ....i know the caucasian people here have treated hispanics with nothing but disrespect, i just hate being judged due the the color of my skin, ...being hated because of my skin color. becca goes on to tell me about all the white kids being mugged , beaten and on a few instances ...killed.its really diffrent to live in racial HATE, but all i can do is not follow in their footsteps and refrian from judging
im rather lonely , and ive given up POT. yes its true, its been a week today since i have even seen , smelled or tasted it. im not sure but i can feel the effects of not doing it...
i felt really delusional the other day and, i swear to god i was seing shit that wasnt there, i honestly do not know what positive effect its had on me.....other than keeping becca happy. but its deff more than that
im planning on getting another tatoo from her brother matt, its going to be the Crimthlc "palm print" ...which is going to be on the back of my neck, somtimes i feel like the pain from the tatoo will be the only excietment
till next time friends
peace